memories and phantasms.
❝Are you hitting on me, Doctor?❞ — Jodie Foster as Agent Clarice Starling in The Silence of the Lambs (1991)
a pet project/blog/wip
penned entirely by addie.
established january 𝟤𝟢𝟣𝟪.
also known as paramour, phantasm, addiecanary and darkside missy.
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❝doctor, our insanity is not that we see people who aren't there; it's that we ignore the ones who are.❞ — A. Gibson, When the Bough Breaks
“Even beasts love in some way; to sit in reverence for the fading of days, or to long for caresses, but leave skin better unkissed, so their wild hearts remain fastened to their armor. Even beasts love this way. Even beasts.”
ooc.
G'DAY MATE! So great to meet you. I'm Addie, 20, Filipino-Singaporean, queer female (she/they), located AWST and I've been writing for way longer than I ever thought I would. I have about 15 years of experience, and cut my teeth in this roleplaying hobby on instant chat apps and forums first before moving to 1x1s. My past aliases include Vlad, Wilde, Ghost, & Koen but these are old masks I have thrown away. I have moved on from the negative, domineering cycle that once sapped the better part of me. Now you can call me a faceless kuwentista in the age of digital nudity. ✨I work a full-time librarian job ontop of a good amount of taking care of my sister, and live a pretty high-stress, active life with all my neuroses. Never uninspired, I am diagnosed with BPD, MDD, CTPSD, OCD, social anxiety disorder, and selective mutism. Every day is a battle yet writing and living all these lives within the lines in a safety bubble keeps my world turning! Roleplaying with all its flaws and marvels is one of my downtime hobbies and I absolutely adore it.So I love complicated, heartbreaking stories with fully-fleshed, interesting characters supported by an accomapnying cast of side NPCs, with moments of triumph and happy endings layered over darker, supernatural-inclined, and torrid romances. I'm fairly sociable and like to think I have a good sense of humour, and prefer to write with folks who like to shoot the shit outside of RP. All characters and writers must be over 18. Please understand that my real life comes before any roleplay.For me, the key to creating a great and successful roleplay is through collaboration and communication. I wish to create a rich, immersive story that we cannot get enough of through plotting, world-building, and frequent musing. I am drawn to themes rife with emotional intensity, such as romance, heartbreak, angst, mystery, drama, and suspense — all supplemented with a good helping of dark mature content. If you love high highs and low lows, we'll be off to a great start.I am most comfortable with modern supernatural settings. My main interests and favorite characters to write are werewolves, wolf shifters, hellhounds, vampires, detectives, hunters/witchers, and all-around flawed souls exploring the human condition. I have a lore doc for the first three that I will happily share if we end up writing together, but they are optional.
activity.
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interactions.
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formatting.
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plotting.
Teamwork and collaboration are the bones of any writing project. I could write by myself
credits.
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mains & exclusives.
This is an always-updating list of my beloved muses, all females, males, and non-binaries alike. Their aesthetics can be viewed under section Ⅵ.
muse name | url | status |
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kaira talbott. | under co. | main. |
hannah moore. | under co. | exclusive. |
sadie desborough. | under co. | exclusive. |
zachary kingsley. | under co. | main. |
dj trask. | under co. | excllusive. |
solal henderson. | under co. | exclusive. |
celina monroy. | under co. | main. |
annelise laurent. | under co. | exclusive. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
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Kaira Talbott.
Hannah Moore.
Sadie Desborough.
ooc.
Hey there! Great to meet you. I'm Addie, 20, Filipino-Singaporean, queer female (she/they), located AWST and I've been writing for way longer than I thought I ever would. Call me a faceless kuwentista in the age of digital nudity. ✨ I work a full-time librarian job ontop of a good amount of taking care of my sister, and live a pretty high-stress, active life with all my neuroses. I am diagnosed with BPD, Every day is a battle yet writing and living all these lives through the bubble keeps my world turning! Roleplaying with all its flaws and marvels is one of my downtime hobbies and I absolutely adore it. I love complicated, heartbreaking stories with fully-fleshed, interesting characters supported by an accomapnying cast of side NPCs, with moments of triumph and happy endings layered over darker, supernatural-inclined, and torrid themes. I'm fairly sociable and like to think I have a good sense of humour, and prefer to write with folks who like to shoot the shit outside of RP. All characters and writers must be over 18. Please understand that my real life comes before any roleplay.
activity.
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interactions.
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formatting.
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plotting.
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credits.
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mains & exclusives.
This is an always-updating list of my beloved muses, all females, males, and non-binaries alike.
muse name | url | status |
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kaira talbott. | under co. | main. |
hannah moore. | under co. | exclusive. |
sadie desborough. | under co. | exclusive. |
zachary kingsley. | under co. | main. |
dj trask. | under co. | excllusive. |
solal henderson. | under co. | exclusive. |
celina monroy. | under co. | main. |
annelise laurent. | under co. | exclusive. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
name. | under co. | main. |
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Zachary Martin Kingsley.
DJ Anthony Trask.
Solal Henderson.
ooc.
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activity.
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interactions.
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formatting.
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Celina Monroy.
plotting.
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credits.
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mains & exclusives.
Annelise Laurent.
“Even beasts love in some way; to sit in reverence for the fading of days, or to long for caresses, but leave skin better unkissed, so their wild hearts remain fastened to their armor. Even beasts love this way. Even beasts.”
a writer is a world trapped within a person.
people always change.
& we'll never be like we were before . . . try to stay the same, but we're bangin' our heads against the wall . . . if i let you go, will you be able to walk on your own? hard to say it's so, but i think we're better off on our own.
basic information. | |
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name. | character name here. |
age. | age here. |
birthday. | birthday here. |
gender. | gender here. |
race. race here.
astrological sign. sign here.
pronouns. pro / nouns.
sexuality. sexuality here.
height. height here.
weight. weight here.
hair color. hair color here.
eye color. eye color here.
skin tone. skin tone here.
notable features. write out notable features here, like freckles, beauty marks, tattoos, piercings, etc.
miscellaneous details. do they carry any specific weapons, jewelry, charms, etc., that may be special to them? any particularly specific clothing they might wear?
job occupation. job here.
place of origin. place of origin here (ie. country/region, etc.)
home. current home here (ie. name the city here)
affiliation. affiliation(s) here if applicable.
family. family here.
marital status. marital status here.
d&d alignment. alignment here.
mbti. mbti here.
likes. likes here.
dislikes. dislikes here.
virtues. virtues here.
flaws. flaws here.
personality. insert a description of your muse's personality here. be as detailed as you want to be! you can list key things in short terms without explanation, or you can go in depth! whatever you want, the world is your oyster! definitely looks better if you fill out this whole section, though! what are the most important surface-level things you want someone to know about your muse, or things they'll notice upon a first interaction? you can write all about that here!Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Odio facilisis mauris sit amet massa vitae tortor condimentum lacinia. Ultricies leo integer malesuada nunc vel risus commodo.Habitant morbi tristique senectus et netus et malesuada fames. Sed velit dignissim sodales ut eu sem integer vitae justo. Id aliquet lectus proin nibh nisl condimentum. Orci sagittis eu volutpat odio facilisis mauris. Ut venenatis tellus in metus vulputate.
origin.
use this section to write about your character's origin story / history, basically anything leading up to the current, present day. briefly talk about their childhood, any developmental arcs, etc.Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Nunc lobortis mattis aliquam faucibus purus in. Proin sed libero enim sed. Sit amet consectetur adipiscing elit duis tristique sollicitudin. Sed id semper risus in hendrerit. Nullam ac tortor vitae purus faucibus ornare. Id volutpat lacus laoreet non curabitur gravida arcu ac. Nunc sed id semper risus in hendrerit gravida rutrum quisque. Cursus mattis molestie a iaculis at erat pellentesque. Volutpat ac tincidunt vitae semper quis lectus nulla at. Praesent elementum facilisis leo vel.Amet cursus sit amet dictum sit amet justo donec. Mauris sit amet massa vitae tortor condimentum lacinia quis. Viverra orci sagittis eu volutpat odio facilisis mauris sit. Urna et pharetra pharetra massa massa ultricies mi quis. Ut placerat orci nulla pellentesque dignissim enim sit. Vitae nunc sed velit dignissim sodales ut eu. Et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas integer eget aliquet nibh. Sed libero enim sed faucibus turpis in eu. Elementum pulvinar etiam non quam lacus suspendisse faucibus. Nibh praesent tristique magna sit amet purus. Volutpat commodo sed egestas egestas fringilla phasellus faucibus. Laoreet id donec ultrices tincidunt arcu non. Rhoncus mattis rhoncus urna neque viverra justo nec. Netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas integer eget. Risus ultricies tristique nulla aliquet enim tortor at. Tempor orci dapibus ultrices in iaculis nunc sed augue. Erat velit scelerisque in dictum non. Congue nisi vitae suscipit tellus mauris a. Id interdum velit laoreet id donec ultrices tincidunt arcu non. Id ornare arcu odio ut sem nulla.
present.
use this section to write about what your character is doing during the present day. what's lead up to it, what they plan to do in the future, anything that's currently important to them or their arc.Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Nunc lobortis mattis aliquam faucibus purus in. Proin sed libero enim sed. Sit amet consectetur adipiscing elit duis tristique sollicitudin. Sed id semper risus in hendrerit. Nullam ac tortor vitae purus faucibus ornare. Id volutpat lacus laoreet non curabitur gravida arcu ac. Nunc sed id semper risus in hendrerit gravida rutrum quisque. Cursus mattis molestie a iaculis at erat pellentesque. Volutpat ac tincidunt vitae semper quis lectus nulla at. Praesent elementum facilisis leo vel.Amet cursus sit amet dictum sit amet justo donec. Mauris sit amet massa vitae tortor condimentum lacinia quis. Viverra orci sagittis eu volutpat odio facilisis mauris sit. Urna et pharetra pharetra massa massa ultricies mi quis. Ut placerat orci nulla pellentesque dignissim enim sit. Vitae nunc sed velit dignissim sodales ut eu. Et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas integer eget aliquet nibh. Sed libero enim sed faucibus turpis in eu. Elementum pulvinar etiam non quam lacus suspendisse faucibus. Nibh praesent tristique magna sit amet purus. Volutpat commodo sed egestas egestas fringilla phasellus faucibus. Laoreet id donec ultrices tincidunt arcu non. Rhoncus mattis rhoncus urna neque viverra justo nec. Netus et malesuada fames ac turpis egestas integer eget. Risus ultricies tristique nulla aliquet enim tortor at. Tempor orci dapibus ultrices in iaculis nunc sed augue. Erat velit scelerisque in dictum non. Congue nisi vitae suscipit tellus mauris a. Id interdum velit laoreet id donec ultrices tincidunt arcu non. Id ornare arcu odio ut sem nulla.
headcanon one.
write out a brief fact / headcanon about your character that you would like people to know about here! could be about their skills, anything!
headcanon two.
write out a brief fact / headcanon about your character that you would like people to know about here! could be about their skills, anything!
headcanon three.
write out a brief fact / headcanon about your character that you would like people to know about here! could be about their skills, anything!headcanon four.
write out a brief fact / headcanon about your character that you would like people to know about here! could be about their skills, anything!
headcanon five.
write out a brief fact / headcanon about your character that you would like people to know about here! could be about their skills, anything!
headcanon six.
write out a brief fact / headcanon about your character that you would like people to know about here! could be about their skills, anything!
i'm walkin' on.
when we were younger, we swore the world was ours. now i'm reachin' for you, feelin' like we're worlds apart.
STATS | RATING |
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health | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
strength | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
tenacity | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
stamina | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
intelligence | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
dexterity | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
perception | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
creativity | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
charisma | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
social skills | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
empathy | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
confidence | ★★★★★☆☆☆☆☆ |
abilities.
ability one.
does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!ability two.
does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!ability three.
does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!ability four.
does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!ability five.
does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!ability six.
does your character have any special skills or abilities? write about it here! could be a specialization in a spell, field of study, or maybe they have unique abilities!
STRENGTHS | WEAKNESSES |
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strength here | weakness here |
strength here | weakness here |
strength here | weakness here |
strength here | weakness here |
strength here | weakness here |
strength here | weakness here |
strength here | weakness here |
strength here | weakness here |
physical combat.
special weapons.
do they have any specialized or personalized weapons, or just one they really like?special items.
do they use any other special items? like smoke bombs, poison-coated arrows, etc.fighting style.
what's your character's fighting style like? are they melee? ranged? hybrid? how do they make their job their own?physical strength.
how would you rate their strength out of 1-10? how do they utilize their strength, or work around their lack thereof?
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skills.
first-aid.
this is just an example! but maybe your character has first-aid skills. or not! rate it 1 to 10, maybe!artistry.
maybe your character is an artist on the side, too!smooth-talker.
maybe your character is really good at talking out & diffusing situations, & getting away with it.basically anything that's not related to the other sections can go here.
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verse name.
write out a short synopsis about your verse. i recommend keeping it to a few sentences! basic details, all that. use the second line to link to a post or the tag archiving every post in your verse!
verse name.
write out a short synopsis about your verse. i recommend keeping it to a few sentences! basic details, all that. use the second line to link to a post or the tag archiving every post in your verse!
verse name.
write out a short synopsis about your verse. i recommend keeping it to a few sentences! basic details, all that. use the second line to link to a post or the tag archiving every post in your verse!
verse name.
write out a short synopsis about your verse. i recommend keeping it to a few sentences! basic details, all that. use the second line to link to a post or the tag archiving every post in your verse!
verse name.
write out a short synopsis about your verse. i recommend keeping it to a few sentences! basic details, all that. use the second line to link to a post or the tag archiving every post in your verse!
verse name.
write out a short synopsis about your verse. i recommend keeping it to a few sentences! basic details, all that. use the second line to link to a post or the tag archiving every post in your verse!
verse name.
write out a short synopsis about your verse. i recommend keeping it to a few sentences! basic details, all that. use the second line to link to a post or the tag archiving every post in your verse!
verse name.
write out a short synopsis about your verse. i recommend keeping it to a few sentences! basic details, all that. use the second line to link to a post or the tag archiving every post in your verse!
i'm walkin' on . . . i'm walkin' on.
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partner's url here. | waiting for reply. |
partner's url here. | owed. |
partner's url here. | waiting for reply. |
partner's url here. | owed. |
partner's url here. | waiting for reply. |
partner's url here. | owed. |
partner's url here. | waiting for reply. |
partner's url here. | owed. |
partner's url here. | waiting for reply. |
partner's url here. | owed. |
partner's url here. | waiting for reply. |
partner's url here. | owed. |
partner's url here. | waiting for reply. |
partner's url here. | owed. |
partner's url here. | waiting for reply. |
partner's url here. | owed. |